It's the Beginning
Ok, here it is! It's my bolg now.
I've been trying to have one since I know what Blog is! But I hesitated as I think it's not suitble to me. For reason, I have a lot of. But I do not want to list them. All are past. Anyway, I have it now.
2008 should be an excited year. But it's not till now.On the contrary, we got a lot of trouble. For me, the problem is my work. My good luck in work is suddenly stopped although it just raised up one and half year ago.What is the worse is that I have no passion to change the situation! Am I contented? It's absolutely not! I think I must do sth to make myself fresh. At least I should improve my English, it's my tool for work! I'd better to write sth everyday. Ok, it's right Blog!
Couple of unexpected things are happening I'd better to recorde them. The snowstorm in south China before Spring Festival. The problem happened during Olympic Torch's transfer abroad. The train crash in Shandong.The current earthquake in Sichuan. I hope it will be another again.A rainbow follows storm! Does these calamities happened in Olympic year indicates a very perfect Olympic Game?
Thunder is rolling outside! The sky is very very dark seems like in deep night. It even seems like the end's coming! Yes, it's the end of grief! A sunny day is coming no matter how stubborn the cloud is!
Ok, it's the beginning! It maybe not so good! But I have tomorrow! It would be better! Sure!
Crazy English
As an English fan I admire those people reading English loudly on the playground,do you like recitation?then don't be afraid ,read out !
I'm in a bad mood
visiting garden
Yesterday we have visited the Yong Ning Garden which is very near to my company. As it is Labor Day, there are many people in the garden, especially the coulples with children. I can sense the satisfaction of mothers who watch their children playing around. In the beatiful season, the green ground, the glittering sunlight, the children's laughters, all these compose a beatiful sense where people can forget their troubles momentarily and enjoy the cosziness offered by the nature. In the current society, people are too tired for making a living. They cannot do what they want. They must do something object to their willingness in order for earning money. They are trapped in the eddy and constantly swirl around ,some with clean minds ,some without. Maybe some people would suppose my ideas negative. Yes, it is a bit negative but it tells something true. So sometimes we can retire to some place and forget our roles in the working area , completely enjoy the joyness the nature have given us, which springs from our instincts. As I suppose, it is the good recipe for curing the sicknesss which caused by the life.
undergraduate teaching assessment
Undergraduate Teaching Assessment is coming.The central experts will come to our college after ten days. Thanks to it,the students ,the teachers and the president have became more tensional.
Spring is coming
When the first grass awakes up,putting her head out of the earth and looking around the beautiful world ,we know that spring is coming.
When the peachblossom blossoms out, showing her sweet smile,we know that spring is coming.
When the first swallow comes into our eyes,inhabiting in the branch, we know that spring is coming.
Do you feel the smell of spring everywhere?
Look at the blue sky, watch the grass growing beneath your feet,inhale the scent of spring,let the fruits of the earth on your tongue,reach out and embrace those you love.Ask spirit to awaken your awareness to the sacredness of your sensory perceptions.
No matter how long the winter, how hard the frost or how deep the snow, nature triumphs.
No season is awaited so eagerly or welcomed so warmly as spring.
I am astonished by the wealth of flowers theseason gives us:the subtlety of the wild primroses and violets,the rich palette of crocus in the parks,tall soldier tulips and proud trumpeting daffodils and narcissi.
The air and the earth interpenetrate in the warm gusts of spring;the soil is full of sunlight,and the sunlight full of red dust.
The air one breathes is saturated with earthy smells,and the grass under foot has a reflction of blue sky in it.
We konw that spring is coming!
three days of life
Today is yesterday’s tomorrow.
Today is tomorrow’s yesterday.
It makes a cycle when one cycle is completed.
Yesterday, did you make a plan for your goal?
Today. Are you making effort to achieve it?
Tomorrow, will you succeed?
The life is always lack of heartthrob, it develops by the cycle.
The life is always need the embellish that special, seek for headspring of the power.
The best preparation for tomorrow is do your best today
I don’t afraid tomorrow
Because I experienced the yesterday and love today.
what should i do but tolerate
Remark: Endures for a while uneventfully, draws back a step of boundlessness
He think himself somebody, but in my eyes, I think him nobody, as if he always think that he know more and know how to do it better than others showed by his words , but I don’t think it is the fact. sometimes I always feel morose with my boss, I can do nothing but stand on it. I will try my best to do so. And it is theone reason that I don’t like here.
And another: it is always very free so that I don’t know how to kill the time, it is really nothing to do for its too idle. Maybe if you can say that you can do many things with a computer, yes, I think this, I can read the news , and scan the website that I want to about the learning, and so on, so many. But he said to me: don’t scan the website randomly , maybe you will take the virus, I agree with this, so I am always very cautious afraid of that making a mistake, and otherwise, I didn’t scan the website randomly, and it had installed a good software kaspersky , it is the best software to kill the virus. And it is not the important.
What is bad, he always put the duty on me when there is mistake: it happened last week, the print machine can’t work, can you image that what he said, he said that maybe you scan the website randomly , now it is infected by virus. So now print machine can’t work, I feel very sad when I heard this although he describle it with maybe, but it has hurted me, and it is not the first time, I can do nothing but dumbness. And the last , the reason that print machine can’t work is that out of connect with the line, it can work after connect it right.
And what is more, I sitted front the computer, and nobody to talk, nothing to do, I am always feel very bored, sometime I read the book to kill time, but I can’t read the book whole day , right? It seems that I dream away the days . oh. I can’t do nothing but to tolerate.Who can do a favor to me?
Super Girls Are Not Super On Screen
Today I suddenly called something to mind that happened a few days ago.
HongKong
What should I do, I am really fear for that
My mood is so bad now, I feel really upset and awful. Today is a black day, it leave an deep wood on my heart. It’s all my fault. Owing to my foolish brain and careless working attitude, I was committed a serious mistake again. Today, general manager and business manager blamed me loudly. But I didn’t complained what they talked to me. I am really feel regret for my big mistake causing these damage. It’s the first time I book the air ticket. I don’t know the detailed producer and worse of all, I never see the air ticket before. I know I must be scolded by my superior tomorrow. I must burden this responsibility on my own. I don’t let someone responsible this for me. Because of the retreat of air ticket, we have to give extra rmb 100 to cancel the ticket. If they can, this money can debut from my salary. After this incident, I hope to become smart and mature. But each time I fail at the last time. Sometimes I really hate myself being such foolish. Each time I want to do the job well, but each time my work goes wrong. I can’t help crying and I fear for facing tomorrow reality. I don’t know how to face my superior tomorrow. I am scarce of that. I want to give up my job and quite myself. Far away this curl world. Maybe I am not suitable for this position and it’s better for me to change another job. Although my superior’s temper is hard to tolerate, I really can learn a lot from him. I hope my bad service won’t do harm to the relationship between our company and our clients. Thanks for my colleague’s help to share my feeling with me. Tonight my mother’s illness is happen again, she couldn’t do the job now. I want to earn much money to support my family and make them lead a comfortable life. But it seems impossible right now. I always believe one sentence, character makes one fate. No matter how much efforts I try, I won’t get the top of the world. About my future life, I feel really vague. My parents is a most motive to push I walk forward. Without their support, I can’t imagine how I would be. In a word, let it be.
Marry for money, or starve for love
Here I just want to explain why I would rather starve for love than marry for money. Don’t get me wrong, I am certainly the one of the world lings. I need food, shelter, cloth and social contact. In short, money matters to me. But I believe with efforts I can build a warm home with my the one I love. My home might be humble and poor, but I am sure I could make it comfortable and cheerful as long as the family members are bounded together with affections. Starve is just a temporary thing. After all, making a living is comparably easier, but making a life is another story. That’s why I don’t have the same confidence in marriage based on the personal gains. It might be a way to get rich, but certainly not an approach to the happiness. To have a big house, but an empty home; to have a luxury car, but a trapped life; to have Chanel and Gooci, but no one care and appreciate. What’s the happy about that? So that’s my choice: Marry for love not for money. A marriage without love is no more a marriage than a body without soul is a man. But as long as we are bound together with affections in a marriage; we would find our home the most cheeriest place in the world.